Weekend was fun even if the Aggies did get out scored by the red raiders. It was heartbreaking. Katy has a new fellow in her life. Well not really new, they have been friends since last year. Tim has been very patient and waited for Katy to get over the big break up with Nick. Then Matt came along, then Chatt came along. Matt has stayed in the picture as a really good friend. Chatt blows hot and blows cold. Tim continued to keep in touch with Katy and I am glad that he did. Other things I am glad about are Tim is Catholic, Tim is an Aggie, Tim is taller than Katy! They really do make a great couple. Yay for Katy broadening her horizons!

i am making such a big deal out of my hs reunion. i am so torn again about going. mike is spazing on me. i feel like i am going to go crazy. why am i like this. do i really care about what a bunch of crapholes think about me. god i just wish it could be easy. kristin is going to a cw show on friday night and it is going to end late. I would not mind waiting for her. it will all work out.

Currently Reading The Hunt Club By John Lescroart see related

today was one of the saddest day of my life. I had to put my dog Sandy down. Craig and I dug a grave for him in the back yard by the fence. my arms are sore from digging. I am glad that he went peacefully. it was for the best. I held him while he was injected. I didn't want him to be alone. I cried all afternoon long. I got a really bad headache. i didn't think I would ever stop crying. Craig was a comfort and I know Katy would have been too. Joel rode his bike to work and when he got home he went outside to see the grave and came back in crying. I know the pain will lessen but I am glad he is in our backyard. I am hoping to find some kind of plaque to put where our pets we had for a long time are buried. I saw one once in a catalog but didn't have the money to buy it. I feel better just typing about it. when we get back from Europe I am going to visit the animal rescue shelter. I will always have  some kind of pet. well that is it for now.

Currently Listening The Best of Friends By Loggins & Messina Thinking of You see related

so i have this weird thing with my blood--too many white blood cells and platelets, and anemic red blood cells--dr warren has drawn blood twice and is now sending me to a hematologist--i think i am denial cos I feel just fine--in fact better than i have in a long time--hopefully it is just fluke and dr. towell, the hematologist will find nothing--i called her office and made an appt for next monday the 15th but when i talked to deon about missing work, he said "ah mary, you know how busy mondays are"--so i will probably change it.

about the job--it has actually become very important to me--it is not all that strenuous--i make pretty good money--it keeps my mind occupied so i don't feel sorry for myself--you the pity party i have a tendency to throw my self  .

listening to l&m has kept my spirits up--i feel my self back on the creek, lying on the pier, listening to their music and wondering what my life was going to be like--i never imagined it the way it is--handsome husband, beautiful children, nice home--i could have wished for a better life!